You are your own mirror. |
My heart is tied in a knot
As it swirls away
It’s swept away in a mix of nostalgia and memories
Swirling right in front of me
Showing me who I’ve been, who I am, who I can become
Shame is intertwined with pride
I have memories of dancing around in circles
Flashing lights all around me
Being embraced by the one I love, the one I want, the one I can’t have
Sensual touches on my skin
Filters down to my heart
I dance and close my eyes and let go
I embrace everything and breathe it in
I feel clarity and fresh air being sucked into my lungs
The music penetrates my skin
Rattles my core
Then you appear, eyes so sharp
Physique glowing with love
You step toward me
And I fall for you once again
It breaks my heart each time to say goodbye
Knowing it could be the last
I hold on to the hug for just a little longer
To avoid letting you
You walk away
And then it’s done again.
I dream of seeing you
But it’s wrong
It’s so so wrong
But I can’t stop, I can’t pull away
Is it because I can’t have you,
And then my desire will fade?
How can it be so strong?
I told you that when I see you smile, you make my heart sing
Like sunshine beneath my ribs, exploding
A big yellow sunflower opening up
To the sun, that gives it life
Your smile permeates my senses
Like photosynthesis, seeping into my soul
You are the air that I breath
How can the same air choke me
Incapacitate me
Leave my lying on the ground, senseless
Each time you go
Each time you go.
(Source: shadow-writer, via cuntology)
If you can’t laugh in bed with someone, you’ve probably picked the wrong someone.
(via i-eatdragons)
We spend a lifetime building a character that in one persons judgement can be broken.
migaloo, one of only two known all white humpback whales, was photographed off the northern coast of new south wales as he made his annual migration north from antarctica. migaloo lost claim to being the only all white humpback in 2011, when an all white calf was spotted in these waters. most believe migaloo, now 35, to be the father. though often described as albino, migaloo has brown eyes and is more likely leucistic or hypopigmented.
photos by (click pic) jenny dean, jonas liebschner and ray alley
(via morningbones)
It can wait.
next time someone is mean to you just tell em this
Me avoiding my responsibilities
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(Source: heartistically, via whitelieswithwildlives)
I don’t want to be
the other half of your soul.
I want to be the one
who reminds you
that you’re already whole.